Putting much to bed.

It’s been near 10 years since me and Nurse Goodbody hugged each other, and the way it looks it was the last. My suspicions of things last week and a text I got last night brings to boil, that Erin and I are now to drift apart, and it’s time to put the whatever it was or is to sleep, and say a nice adios.

As I was looking over some old video tapes , I caught two that I made in Tooele when I was linked up with Eva, down there. Likewise Marie. For all that happened, if I had known then what I know now, I should have put the full throttle to about half of the gals we had there/. I can say we were successful and if what I’m getting from there is accurate, Tooele needs us back. But where ever I end up lighting residency wise, HazzardAyre is headed to Ogden. When you begin packing up your life, whether its been a year at a particular location or several years, as you thumb through the digital, as well as Kodak and Polaroid photos, you think on the history . The events, fun, friends and yes even the Wolf out sessions with she wolvez. You think what if and could have been’s. Thing is those moments will never return, what was is just that what was. And sometimes a person outgrows a certain place, that quite frankly I do not belong in, in the first place. even from the first shovel of dirt turned on the big house near Hazzard, I wish sure as there will be morning, God had never brought us up here. I wish Mom & Dad would have sold the place, kicked back , played Golf and or bought that Airstream trailer he wanted and traveled. Had he done that Dad might have lived 10 or so years longer, I would be married , college graduate either working at, or owner of some media company or deep into aerospace. No we got to come up here. We have to nearly pay for or buy or gift to this entire forking valley and what do I, what does the club? And most importantly when has this stinking little Payton Place, gave a thank you to MY Mom & Dad, The Montgomery Foundation, for the financial gifts we gave?

Bottom line , the Montgomery’s are out of here. Out of Idaho. In fact I’m going to do my damndest to exhume my Mom & Dad from their graves in Grace Idaho, and move them to Utah, plus I’m going to see if I can legally change where I was born, so I can say Idaho , I never knew you. Much less wanted to.

No, Erin declined coffee,. It might be because of her daughter taking up ill, but I’ll bet you a oil change it was because I asked her to bumb Skoal. Thank God I’m getting out of here.

Next entry , medical malpractice ? It is the question, by Doctors and medical aids not keeping up with patients, certain patients with serious conditions fall between the cracks. Maybe its time we found a computer or an MH like they have on Star Trek Voyager. You summon the MH, it appears, you describe the medical situation, it treats you, and records when it needs to remind you to go see you dietician, on your diabetes treatment, or for that matter asking you to come into the office for an exam. Or the head shrink, place that’s supposed to be monitoring you meds, forgets to remind you on the third you have an appointment. Even the day of the appointment, no phone call. Hmmm, aren’t I the person, looking for mental health treatment? The list goes on. I’ll research some things get some email address’ of some agencies so you can do your own investigation.

Not saying Utah is much better, but here’s a quick example, my 5th cousin on mom’s side VV Telford a distinguished medical Doctor had diagnosed me with ulcers, even pancreatic. In the end the pain they had been treating with anti acids, and stopping the cramps by taking Midol, was infact gall stones and a messed up gall bladder. It wasn’t until I got moved to Utah when I had a stone trying to pass that was so painful, that Bud got a doc there to treat me and cure if possible. An ultrasound, micro surgery, and about 3 hours of time, and that’s no problem, except every once in awhile I get a slight yuckie tummy, but its better than what I was going through and these idiots here in Twin Falls. I am willing to believe, had we had both Mom and Dad treated in Boise, or Salt Lake City, they might have made it another 10 years or so. I don’t blame Verge, he did the best he could, but the fact that those supposed to be expert aids and all that kept telling Verge I had a bad stomach, only partly right, its my damn gall bladder. duh.

Any mile it was a great show last night. More on medical stupid, later today.

 

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